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've been tagged for the 1st time ever since I became a blogger..LOL! And since I finished my last paper y'day, so I decided to answer Eno's tagged which is about the:: 7 Facts About Me ::. Keep on read 'em if in case u build an interest to know more 'bout me!(^_^)

Real Fact #1: My name is Nur Anida. Literally meaning; if I interpret it correctly in English:
Nur = the LighT
Anida = the Calling (take it from the arab root word Nida').
I still remembered when I was in primary school. I was eager to know the meaning of my name. When I asked my parents the meaning of it, they gave me a blank look, they were just telling me the Nur's meaning. It was my father who gave me the name and he said, he got the idea of giving me this name from a girl he met when he was still a bachelor (and that girl was definitely NOT his gurlfriend if in case, you ever crossed that in mind !!hehe).But I'm pretty sure that it must be the ilhAm from Allah!Very glad to know the meaning of it and vry proud to own this name as well!You see, there are not so many people who have this name or rather call themselves with this name, more or less, maybe it's around 1:1000 ratio in M'sian women's population!hahaha...pandai2 jew aku wat fakta numbers nii!

Real Fact #2:
I'm a MARRIED woman now!Alhamdulillah!Am vry grateful to hv such a lovely, kind-hearted, funny and playful but sometimes strict and at other times, quite serious!He just knows how to act and respond at appropriate times!You own my heart by!Hahaha, okay-okay don't puke yaa..hey,if it's N0T ME who gives such compliments to my own husband than who else would be?!Obviously, it's a N0-N0x1000 from the girls outside okay?!I'm very protective of my own thing,ain't I?(^_^)

Real Fact #3: Okay,back to history again!This was an old story of mine. Back then in 2001, after the SPM result was announced. It was so happened that I got 2 offers to further my study abroad :

1. Germany under JPA scholarship (which I really badly wanted it!)
2. USA under MARA scholarship (which I didn't expect to get it due to the fact that, there were many other competent candidates, you know just how many brilliant MRSMians out there craving for this kind of opportunity!huhu)

sadly to say, I didn't go to either of them because of the family matter (Or should I say,HE just not yet approve it @ that time). Needless to say, I guess, it's my luck to be here now in London (Or should I say,HE now opens the chance for me this time round) which I never ever crossed in my brain to study in English country! You sure know wot i mean yaaa, look up those list again! NONE of them is UK ya..NONE!

Real Fact #4: Errmmm yeah..I'm ugly..Haha,that's damn true!Hey,don't compare me with you guys ya!I'm comparing myself with my other three sisters!Yeah I know, it's like I'm INSULTING myself each time I compare myself with other people but this is for fun okay and for the fact regarding myself?!hehe.However, to some extent, I'm one of my parents fav daughter yaa...hahaha. But as a matter of fact, I'm one kind of rebellious daughter type too! Believe me!Nevertheless, the true is,every one of us will always be the apple of their eyes 4eva!

Real Fact #5: I hv many friends, it's true but the real fact is I hardly to have the so-called best friend or the closest friend ever!I always on the move, changing from one place to another.Yeah, I know is like I'm giving an excuse for not having the closest one but indeed,I just find it difficult to maintain these communication contacts. However, once I found one, I will always keep in touch and say a word or two if I hv time to do so!It's not like I'm forgetting them,but the thing is, this friendship actually always blossom in my heart;tht's what I am! And another thing I found is that, I'll close to people who I think, I can put my trust on to, so once you break that trust, we still be friend but that's it, not more than that, just a typical friend. But sometimes, I misjudge people because some of them are wearing this 2-type face mask which I hardly recognise them! Hurmm, needless to say, I'm considering myself as a 'lone ranger' type who always in the 'invisible' mode, only pop up from nowhere when there's sumthing need to be settled down..hehe.


Real Fact #6: I'm no good at sport!I'm totally screwed up in this particular area!The best field that I've done quite good is in academic.haha.I wish I could be at least, a badminton player or a netball player in the national level BUT, obviously, they all just a numb wish!hehe. And for your additional information, I'm pretty bad at math actually...that's true!I couldn't make calculation on my head and when I do these simple math probs, not that simple laa but the one that got so many mathematical operations, believe me, I will take ages to complete them!Very slow,innit? And other thing is that, I just get confused between pull and push and left and right! I didn't know that I'm suffering this kind of problem but it is so happened that I just realised them when I'm here! I think my brain has some twisted wires in it that it makes it difficult to differentiate those two things!huuuuuuu


Real Fact #7: Wow, hv come this so far..the final one; I'm going to be 25 soon in a few months more!At this age, I'm craving for a soul filling much more than ever!I'm looking forward to practising a good and valuable deeds according to Islam ways which I hope will always doing them constantly!Give the very best try to be as an obedient and truthful wife and am trying to be a supportive and passionate mommy towards my future children!

okie dokie, ENO, I'm just done writing 7 facts bout me...the facts that just crossed my idle brain at the moment!hahaha...owhhh, I really need a few days break after being in paranoid state due to the exam fever!Urrmmmm, a holiday would be very nice,innit?!(^_^)

Beauty of Math!

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

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1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111
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9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888
987654321 x 9 - 1 = 8888888888
9876543210 x 9 - 2 = 88888888888





Brilliant, isn't it?

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And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=12345678987654321

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Now, take a look at this...

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are
giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants
you to GIVE OVER 100% ..

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help
answer these questions:


If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O
P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.


If:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%



THEN,
look how far the love of God will take you:


L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%



Therefore, one can conclude with
mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge
will get you close, and Attitude
will get you there,
It's the Love of God that will
put you over the top!



P/S: Can you read 'em? LOL. Have no idea how to make it bigger than this. Any suggestions are welcome!




Kerana fizikalnya kah?
Kerana harta bendanya kah?
Kerana sifatnya kah?
Kerana terikut-ikut orang kah?
Kerana bisikan hati yang mengatakan bahawa dialah orang yang dicari selama ini kah?
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Atau...Kerana agamanya?

Dalam senarai di atas,mungkin ada di antaranya yang terkena batang hidung sendiri. Mungkin ada sebab-sebab lain yang penulis(aku lah tu) tidak menyenaraikannya sbb tdk ter'cross' sebab lain pada minda ni ketika ini.

Dalam menyelusuri hidup berumah tangga yang baru sahaja berusia sebulan 8 hari ini,ada banyak perkara yang masih dalam proses bertatih; walau perlahan tapi kami mencuba. Perlu diingatkan, bkn semua proses dalam semua perkara kita lakukan secara cepat atau selaju kereta formula 1 tu. Tetapi di dalam proses setiap perkara, kita akan ada banyak cara(jika rajin berfikir), pelbagai inisiatif yang boleh membantu sama ada mempercepatkan proses tersebut atau alternatif yang membolehkan output yang bagus dihasilkan. Yaaa..OUTPUT! The superb quality output! Kata bijak pandai; "It's not how you start, but it's how you end".

Hakikat mencintai seseorang kerana agamanya adalah pilihan jawapan terbaik sekali. Bukan bermakna calon yang dicari mestilah seorang ustaz atau ustazah. Amat memadai sekiranya pilihan hati ialah seorang yang melaksanakan solat 5 kali sehari, tahu membezakan yang mana salah, yang mana baik, menasihati dan yang paling penting, berusaha ke arah kebaikan dan melaksanakannya. Mungkin boleh tambah lagi kriteria-kriteria positif lain tetapi yang dah dinyatakan di sini pun,bagi penulis, sudah dikira cukup. Penulis tidak mahu tamak kerana manusia tiada yang sempurna. Setiap kita, ada kelemahan dan pada diri setiap insan, pasti ada kelebihan.

Satu lagi, muhasabah diri. Jika inginkan jodoh yang baik, adakah kita sendiri sudah cukup baik untuk mendapatkan orang yang baik? Soalan yang sebelum ini selalu penulis fikirkan sebelum berumah tangga. Jadi, berusahalah untuk jadi lebih baik (in terms of agama, akhlak dan pergaulan dgn sekeliling). Dan yang paling penting, usaha untuk menjadi lebih baik itu, tidak terhenti apabila berkahwin, malah seharusnya ia dilipat gandakan lagi sesudah itu kerana perkahwinan itu, adalah penyatuan dua jiwa. Mungkin kita dan pasangan kita mempunyai perangai dan tabiat yang berlainan tetapi akidah kita masih satu. Oleh itu, penyelarasan(synchronisation) setiap perkara pasti dapat dilakukan selagi kita berpegang kepada tali Allah.

Windu kat suami...sob sob sob.. =(. "Aku mencintaimu kerana agama. Jika hilang agama itu padamu, maka hilanglah cintaku padamu...".

Human Tetris?! Bwahahaha....sooo damn funny!








Yaahhhoooooo...no more assignments! All are completed now!!! Huhu...Alhamdulillah..Thank you Allah for helping me out this time! Not only this time but for every second, every single minute and every hour, 24/7 of my life...Thank you Allah!...

Now, only one more paper to go..huhu...I have urmmmmm 13 days gap before I can date with 'you', my deary, Mr. Radiation Physics and Laser! I just hope that you, my lovely Mr. Radiation, will treat me kindly and gently yaaa...And please, do not try to emit any hazardous radiation waves because I'm afraid that I may not have enough protection to avoid them yaa...And in addition to that, don't be too naughty by giving me hardest time when we meet later yaaa...It's just that I want to have a very sweet, lovely memory to remember for the entire of my life when I leave you afterwards...

Hey you!!!...Just how many times do you want me to tell you to low the volume haaa...? Are you deaf?! Even a little child knows how to behave laa after being told ONCE! ONCE only okay...!?!You're a BIG man now..Can't you try to understand...?! Don't make me THINK or ASSUME you as a STUPID laaa...wait, even a stupid person tries to avoid doing the thing that can make other people angry loooo...!Even a dog knows how to listen taw!...I'm not saying you're a dog..that's soooo unacceptable....so, then, 'what' are you hah? A man without BRAIN! Definitely, it's YOU!!!!!

Try laa...try to understand my situation now...You said, you play those annoying songs to release your tension. Hey, you noe wot?..CONGRATULATIONS! You manage to TRANSFER your tension to me! I'm bloody hell tension each time I've heard those songs!!!! OMG, I'm soooo pathetic now! Since you came and live in this house, a room next to me...I was mighty 'blessed'!!!! Thank you for ruining my happy, lovely day! You're such a 'tolerant' and a 'good' boy!

Hey you!...I can't wait NOT to see you anymore! I just hate you so much that I want you to get out from this house as soon as possible! If not you then I'll be the ONE who will move from this house!You're soooooooo annoying...annoying...n annoying...!!!You're such a man without BRAIN...you're such a man with annoying attitude!Everywhere you go,you'll only bring problems to everyone!I curse you...

Pleaaseeee laaaaa.......Give back my quiet n peaceable life! GO AWAY...GO AWAY from my Life! JUST GOOOOOOOOO....!!!!...

♥ Monologue 3 : Ultimate tension!!!!!!

♥ Nida
Stepney Green
=S

yaa...disebalik dugaan, cabaran...ada hikmah tersembunyi...so, bersabar ye nida....

huhu, triple entri dlm masa sehari.....Nida nida...nmpak sngt ko nii...tension...sabar yeee...



Lyrics:-

Dalam derita ada bahagia [tapi slalu x perasan..=(]
dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka [Aaaa...sngt benar!]
tak siapa tahu
tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu [yup2..]

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar ["sabar Nida sabar"]
tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita [huuu,tk dpt disngkalkn lagi!]
insan memandang
mempunyai pelbagai tafsiran [pndangan masing2 adlh subjektif..]

Segala takdir
terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
walau terseksa ada hikmahnya [Ya Allah, beriknlh aku kekuatan]

Harus ada rasa bersyukur [Alhamdulillah...]
disetiap kali ujian menjelma
itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa [Alhamdulillah...]
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
hanya yang terpilih sahaja [Alhamdulillah...]
antara berjuta mendapat rahmatnya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah [I will...try to b 'robust'+'stiff'+'rigorous'...]
menghadapi segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

Perhatian: Sila baca entri kali ini mengikut lagak, gaya and klu mampu, suara spt Nabil Ahmad. Tk kenal Nabil Ahmad?...hah, layan laaa video bwh nih nnt...sblum tuh aku nk bebel dulu....!


"Bikin hati wa panasssssss",....entry nih wat pertama kali aku tulis BM SEBAB...kandungan isinye yg bakal mnyinggung bangsa lain....[aarrggghhhhhhhh]...

Thp kesabaran da smpai ke limitnyeeeee....kenapalah x paham bahasa....dah ckp elok2, tulun laa paham...kenapa buat kepala die jgk!Alahaaaaiii manusia, aku sndiri pun akn malu klu org lain da bg taw jgn byk kali...apsal laaa ko manusia x paham....apelah annoying sngt ko niii...keras kepala betul!....Napalah x lei paham....K E N A P A !?!?!

Patut ker aku TERJAH jew bilik die n JERKAH die n hamburkan semua ketensionan n kesewelan aku yg terjadi asbab dr perbuatan die yg melampaui batas (x phm bahasa!)...huh,hilang laa kesopanan dan kesusilaan aku selama nii disbbkn oleh mamat hump-peh niii...huhu..mcm mana wa mau study klu itu olang mising2 mcm tuuu..."huhu, NIDA bersabar jeer laaa yeee...Dugaan nih sume, dugaan....".Huh, tp klu die wat lagu tuh gak,aku x gerenti laaa apa kesudahan yg akn berlaku (memberi warning kat diri sendiri?!...huhu)

"Okay..Nida, tarik nafas dalam2....relax...sabar...sabar...sabar yee..."

Nota Kaki: "O00oOwhHh..ade lagi rupanya, x habis lagi..?"..Baper kali nk bgtaw...Lagu tuh x sedap, x yah pasang kuat2...ko sorang jew nk dgr...ko sorang jew suke...aku x suke..so jgnlaa pasang kuat2...Aku nk study laaaa...bkn mcm ko, dtg sini nk cari keje buat duet byk2!!!....Adduuuuuuhhhhh.....memang x paham bahasaaaaa....Tkde toleransi lngsung!...Tkde respect org sekeliling lngsung!huuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

"Sabar Nida...sabar...."

♥Monolog 2

♥Nida
Stepney Green
=S

Oo00owwhhH...lupee...video Nabil...Following is one of my feveret so far...(^_^)

Sweet song..♥



LYRICS

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

Nidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

C'mon...don't be soooooooooo pathetic! You noe you are 'internally' strong and brave and have that thing calls 'self-confidence'....don't let this exam drags u to fall down and bruise your self-conscious! Don't become a prey of ur own stupidity...Where has ur guts gone Nida?!!!! W H E R E ?!!...Find back those little pieces of pluckiness....You don't have to show people that you are superior or competent in this field!The most vital thing to be considered is: How well you have done for your own sake!

♥ Monologue 1

♥ Nida
Stepney Green
11.57pm
Monday
=S

Should i continue staying in this small but lovely room?!...The people are nice though some of them are not a clean type (quite disgusting...really..*sigh*) and quite 'wording' to me[humpphheeehh (Pronunciation:-hump-peh)]....No offense, BUT i can still bear with that...just because they are good people and so far, can be trusted.....And the location as well...quite close to my univ...15 minutes walking-distance...save the travelling cost though all classes are finished and it's the time now to concentrate on MSc project...completing the second part of the programming...And the thesis writing...And the PhD proposal...And..urmmm enuff 'And' for now...

Next exam, 14/05/08....hurmmmm....80GBP per week...SEE, I keep on mulling over this thing...[Aaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhh]....

Ya Allah...YOU definitely know what is the best for me...

The carnival..yaaaa...The Bangladeshi(corrected: Bengoli is referring to the their language) people...they are celebrating their first new year in their calendar year...I was invited to join them..After asking permission from my husband(a baby-step-by-step to be a solehah wifey..),we went to the park; where the event took place and I saw the crowdedness of people...having fun,enjoyed the concert(hurmmm...don't have any clues wot they were singing on the stage yeow),stalls every where...and it was really hot and sunny day...I could guess the temperature...24 or 25 degrees...I felt like I was in Malaysia!!! huhu! And I sweated (fuuuhhh,seyes mcm kat Msia!)...

This evening, our neighbour(I don't know who they are..) were having a barbecue and the event is still ongoing now..11.36pm....this is how they celebrate the summer; i think...And everyone is wearing a very short, see-through clothes...Part of celebrating the summer; i guess!...No heavy or furless coats...everyone is exposing their body...laughing,playing and drinking(a must activity...) and sun-burning (good for their skin BUT not for me..it will just add up my melanin pigment; tanning my skin even more..I had that enuff yaa...hehe)...

And now, enjoy the pictures!


Sis Zakiah..landlord's wifey...lovely lady!


people..people...


Housemates: Some of them...the flag..AS how much they are proud of their country, so DO EYE (I!)!!!! AI Ai Sir!

I read one of my friend's entry regarding this. I tried to find more info about it on the net and Alhamdulillah, I manage to find a few. So, I compiled the two that have the arabic versions. Hopefully this time entry will be beneficial to all readers. InsyaAllah...

Petikan dr: 1. My-Sahabat 2. Perjalanan Suci

Solat Sunat Dhuha adalah solat yang dikerjakan pada waktu matahari sedang naik. Sekurang-kurangnya bilangan rakaat di dalam solat sunat ini adalah sebanyak 2 rakaat, namun begitu ianya boleh juga di lakukan sebanyak 4,6,8 rakaat mengikut kemampuan individu. Mengenai waktu menunaikannya, solat sunat dhuha ini dilakukan ketika mana matahari sedangn naik setinggi 7 hasta (kira-kira pukul 8 hingga sampai masuk waktu Zuhur)


Niat Solat Dhuha




Di antara Doa yg buleh dibaca usai mengerjakan Solat Sunat Dhuha:-



Maksud Bacaan Doa:
Ya Allah, Bahawasanya waktu dhuha itu waktu dhuha mu, kecantikan adalah kecantikan mu, keindahan itu keindahan mu, kekuatan itu kekuatan mu, kekuasaan itu kekuasaan mu, perlindungan itu perlindunganmu. Ya Allah jika rezeki ku masih di langit, turunkanlah dan jika ianya di dalam bumi keluarkanlah, jika sukar permudahkanlah, jika haram sucikanlah, jika masih jauh dekatkanlah berkat waktu dhuha mu dan keagungan mu, keindahanmu, kekuatanmu dan kekuasaanmu, limpahkanlah kami segala yang telah engkau limpahkan kepada hamba-hamba mu yang soleh.

Hadis berkaitan pelaksanaan Solat Sunat Dhuha:-

Sabda Rasulullah yang diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah r.a :
Bermaksud: "Sesiapa yang mengerjakan Solat Dhuha, akan diampuni dosanya oleh Allah, sekalipun dosanya itu sebnyak buih dilautan."

Diriwayatkan dari Abu Zar, bahawasanya Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Dua rakaat solat dhuha mencukupi sedekah untuk seluruh badan manusia"

N.B: Yg baik dijadikan amalan! Sharing is caring!(^_^)

A lil bit change has been done! U guys must have notice it! No need to elaborate more!...(^_^)
Lately, I've been busy with the exam preparation...I hv 5 more papers to go...the next one will be on 7,8 n 9th of May (Whooaaaaa!That's crazy innit?)...then, the fourth paper is on 14th of May n the last one will be on 29th of May...15 days gap BUT at that time, I have to complete my Phd proposal which is need to be handed in before end of May!

The actual 'deadline' for that is on 16th of May BUT i have requested to extend it as I am busy with the exam itself plus with one assignment; a lab report which should be submitted on 16th of May as well!It's all about time..time..time management!And I think, I fail to manage my precious time properly...wot a shame Nida!...huhu..=(

Anyway, my dearest friends, please pray for my success...I will try my best...put all my efforts to the end...eventually, I have to be strong to face all these challenges and hardship!
P/S:I have to keep this sentence in mind : I'll never walk alone!