Kerana fizikalnya kah?
Kerana harta bendanya kah?
Kerana sifatnya kah?
Kerana terikut-ikut orang kah?
Kerana bisikan hati yang mengatakan bahawa dialah orang yang dicari selama ini kah?
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Atau...Kerana agamanya?
Dalam senarai di atas,mungkin ada di antaranya yang terkena batang hidung sendiri. Mungkin ada sebab-sebab lain yang penulis(aku lah tu) tidak menyenaraikannya sbb tdk ter'cross' sebab lain pada minda ni ketika ini.
Dalam menyelusuri hidup berumah tangga yang baru sahaja berusia sebulan 8 hari ini,ada banyak perkara yang masih dalam proses bertatih; walau perlahan tapi kami mencuba. Perlu diingatkan, bkn semua proses dalam semua perkara kita lakukan secara cepat atau selaju kereta formula 1 tu. Tetapi di dalam proses setiap perkara, kita akan ada banyak cara(jika rajin berfikir), pelbagai inisiatif yang boleh membantu sama ada mempercepatkan proses tersebut atau alternatif yang membolehkan output yang bagus dihasilkan. Yaaa..OUTPUT! The superb quality output! Kata bijak pandai; "It's not how you start, but it's how you end".
Hakikat mencintai seseorang kerana agamanya adalah pilihan jawapan terbaik sekali. Bukan bermakna calon yang dicari mestilah seorang ustaz atau ustazah. Amat memadai sekiranya pilihan hati ialah seorang yang melaksanakan solat 5 kali sehari, tahu membezakan yang mana salah, yang mana baik, menasihati dan yang paling penting, berusaha ke arah kebaikan dan melaksanakannya. Mungkin boleh tambah lagi kriteria-kriteria positif lain tetapi yang dah dinyatakan di sini pun,bagi penulis, sudah dikira cukup. Penulis tidak mahu tamak kerana manusia tiada yang sempurna. Setiap kita, ada kelemahan dan pada diri setiap insan, pasti ada kelebihan.
Satu lagi, muhasabah diri. Jika inginkan jodoh yang baik, adakah kita sendiri sudah cukup baik untuk mendapatkan orang yang baik? Soalan yang sebelum ini selalu penulis fikirkan sebelum berumah tangga. Jadi, berusahalah untuk jadi lebih baik (in terms of agama, akhlak dan pergaulan dgn sekeliling). Dan yang paling penting, usaha untuk menjadi lebih baik itu, tidak terhenti apabila berkahwin, malah seharusnya ia dilipat gandakan lagi sesudah itu kerana perkahwinan itu, adalah penyatuan dua jiwa. Mungkin kita dan pasangan kita mempunyai perangai dan tabiat yang berlainan tetapi akidah kita masih satu. Oleh itu, penyelarasan(synchronisation) setiap perkara pasti dapat dilakukan selagi kita berpegang kepada tali Allah.
Windu kat suami...sob sob sob.. =(. "Aku mencintaimu kerana agama. Jika hilang agama itu padamu, maka hilanglah cintaku padamu...".
Yaahhhoooooo...no more assignments! All are completed now!!! Huhu...Alhamdulillah..Thank you Allah for helping me out this time! Not only this time but for every second, every single minute and every hour, 24/7 of my life...Thank you Allah!...
Now, only one more paper to go..huhu...I have urmmmmm 13 days gap before I can date with 'you', my deary, Mr. Radiation Physics and Laser! I just hope that you, my lovely Mr. Radiation, will treat me kindly and gently yaaa...And please, do not try to emit any hazardous radiation waves because I'm afraid that I may not have enough protection to avoid them yaa...And in addition to that, don't be too naughty by giving me hardest time when we meet later yaaa...It's just that I want to have a very sweet, lovely memory to remember for the entire of my life when I leave you afterwards...
Hey you!!!...Just how many times do you want me to tell you to low the volume haaa...? Are you deaf?! Even a little child knows how to behave laa after being told ONCE! ONCE only okay...!?!You're a BIG man now..Can't you try to understand...?! Don't make me THINK or ASSUME you as a STUPID laaa...wait, even a stupid person tries to avoid doing the thing that can make other people angry loooo...!Even a dog knows how to listen taw!...I'm not saying you're a dog..that's soooo unacceptable....so, then, 'what' are you hah? A man without BRAIN! Definitely, it's YOU!!!!!
Try laa...try to understand my situation now...You said, you play those annoying songs to release your tension. Hey, you noe wot?..CONGRATULATIONS! You manage to TRANSFER your tension to me! I'm bloody hell tension each time I've heard those songs!!!! OMG, I'm soooo pathetic now! Since you came and live in this house, a room next to me...I was mighty 'blessed'!!!! Thank you for ruining my happy, lovely day! You're such a 'tolerant' and a 'good' boy!
Hey you!...I can't wait NOT to see you anymore! I just hate you so much that I want you to get out from this house as soon as possible! If not you then I'll be the ONE who will move from this house!You're soooooooo annoying...annoying...n annoying...!!!You're such a man without BRAIN...you're such a man with annoying attitude!Everywhere you go,you'll only bring problems to everyone!I curse you...
Pleaaseeee laaaaa.......Give back my quiet n peaceable life! GO AWAY...GO AWAY from my Life! JUST GOOOOOOOOO....!!!!...
♥ Monologue 3 : Ultimate tension!!!!!!
♥ Nida
Stepney Green
=S
yaa...disebalik dugaan, cabaran...ada hikmah tersembunyi...so, bersabar ye nida....
huhu, triple entri dlm masa sehari.....Nida nida...nmpak sngt ko nii...tension...sabar yeee...
Lyrics:-
Dalam derita ada bahagia [tapi slalu x perasan..=(]
dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka [Aaaa...sngt benar!]
tak siapa tahu
tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu [yup2..]
Bibir mudah mengucap sabar ["sabar Nida sabar"]
tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita [huuu,tk dpt disngkalkn lagi!]
insan memandang
mempunyai pelbagai tafsiran [pndangan masing2 adlh subjektif..]
Segala takdir
terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
walau terseksa ada hikmahnya [Ya Allah, beriknlh aku kekuatan]
Harus ada rasa bersyukur [Alhamdulillah...]
disetiap kali ujian menjelma
itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa [Alhamdulillah...]
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
hanya yang terpilih sahaja [Alhamdulillah...]
antara berjuta mendapat rahmatnya
Allah rindu mendengarkan
rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah [I will...try to b 'robust'+'stiff'+'rigorous'...]
menghadapi segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu
Perhatian: Sila baca entri kali ini mengikut lagak, gaya and klu mampu, suara spt Nabil Ahmad. Tk kenal Nabil Ahmad?...hah, layan laaa video bwh nih nnt...sblum tuh aku nk bebel dulu....!
"Bikin hati wa panasssssss",....entry nih wat pertama kali aku tulis BM SEBAB...kandungan isinye yg bakal mnyinggung bangsa lain....[aarrggghhhhhhhh]...
Thp kesabaran da smpai ke limitnyeeeee....kenapalah x paham bahasa....dah ckp elok2, tulun laa paham...kenapa buat kepala die jgk!Alahaaaaiii manusia, aku sndiri pun akn malu klu org lain da bg taw jgn byk kali...apsal laaa ko manusia x paham....apelah annoying sngt ko niii...keras kepala betul!....Napalah x lei paham....K E N A P A !?!?!
Patut ker aku TERJAH jew bilik die n JERKAH die n hamburkan semua ketensionan n kesewelan aku yg terjadi asbab dr perbuatan die yg melampaui batas (x phm bahasa!)...huh,hilang laa kesopanan dan kesusilaan aku selama nii disbbkn oleh mamat hump-peh niii...huhu..mcm mana wa mau study klu itu olang mising2 mcm tuuu..."huhu, NIDA bersabar jeer laaa yeee...Dugaan nih sume, dugaan....".Huh, tp klu die wat lagu tuh gak,aku x gerenti laaa apa kesudahan yg akn berlaku (memberi warning kat diri sendiri?!...huhu)
"Okay..Nida, tarik nafas dalam2....relax...sabar...sabar...sabar yee..."
Nota Kaki: "O00oOwhHh..ade lagi rupanya, x habis lagi..?"..Baper kali nk bgtaw...Lagu tuh x sedap, x yah pasang kuat2...ko sorang jew nk dgr...ko sorang jew suke...aku x suke..so jgnlaa pasang kuat2...Aku nk study laaaa...bkn mcm ko, dtg sini nk cari keje buat duet byk2!!!....Adduuuuuuhhhhh.....memang x paham bahasaaaaa....Tkde toleransi lngsung!...Tkde respect org sekeliling lngsung!huuuuuuuuuuuuuu....
"Sabar Nida...sabar...."
♥Monolog 2
♥Nida
Stepney Green
=S
Oo00owwhhH...lupee...video Nabil...Following is one of my feveret so far...(^_^)
Sweet song..♥
LYRICS
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart
And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart
Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight
And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah
Nidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
C'mon...don't be soooooooooo pathetic! You noe you are 'internally' strong and brave and have that thing calls 'self-confidence'....don't let this exam drags u to fall down and bruise your self-conscious! Don't become a prey of ur own stupidity...Where has ur guts gone Nida?!!!! W H E R E ?!!...Find back those little pieces of pluckiness....You don't have to show people that you are superior or competent in this field!The most vital thing to be considered is: How well you have done for your own sake!
♥ Monologue 1
♥ Nida
Stepney Green
11.57pm
Monday
=S
Should i continue staying in this small but lovely room?!...The people are nice though some of them are not a clean type (quite disgusting...really..*sigh*) and quite 'wording' to me[humpphheeehh (Pronunciation:-hump-peh)]....No offense, BUT i can still bear with that...just because they are good people and so far, can be trusted.....And the location as well...quite close to my univ...15 minutes walking-distance...save the travelling cost though all classes are finished and it's the time now to concentrate on MSc project...completing the second part of the programming...And the thesis writing...And the PhD proposal...And..urmmm enuff 'And' for now...
Next exam, 14/05/08....hurmmmm....80GBP per week...SEE, I keep on mulling over this thing...[Aaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhh]....
Ya Allah...YOU definitely know what is the best for me...
The carnival..yaaaa...The Bangladeshi(corrected: Bengoli is referring to the their language) people...they are celebrating their first new year in their calendar year...I was invited to join them..After asking permission from my husband(a baby-step-by-step to be a solehah wifey..),we went to the park; where the event took place and I saw the crowdedness of people...having fun,enjoyed the concert(hurmmm...don't have any clues wot they were singing on the stage yeow),stalls every where...and it was really hot and sunny day...I could guess the temperature...24 or 25 degrees...I felt like I was in Malaysia!!! huhu! And I sweated (fuuuhhh,seyes mcm kat Msia!)...
This evening, our neighbour(I don't know who they are..) were having a barbecue and the event is still ongoing now..11.36pm....this is how they celebrate the summer; i think...And everyone is wearing a very short, see-through clothes...Part of celebrating the summer; i guess!...No heavy or furless coats...everyone is exposing their body...laughing,playing and drinking(a must activity...) and sun-burning (good for their skin BUT not for me..it will just add up my melanin pigment; tanning my skin even more..I had that enuff yaa...hehe)...
And now, enjoy the pictures!
I read one of my friend's entry regarding this. I tried to find more info about it on the net and Alhamdulillah, I manage to find a few. So, I compiled the two that have the arabic versions. Hopefully this time entry will be beneficial to all readers. InsyaAllah...
Petikan dr: 1. My-Sahabat 2. Perjalanan Suci
Solat Sunat Dhuha adalah solat yang dikerjakan pada waktu matahari sedang naik. Sekurang-kurangnya bilangan rakaat di dalam solat sunat ini adalah sebanyak 2 rakaat, namun begitu ianya boleh juga di lakukan sebanyak 4,6,8 rakaat mengikut kemampuan individu. Mengenai waktu menunaikannya, solat sunat dhuha ini dilakukan ketika mana matahari sedangn naik setinggi 7 hasta (kira-kira pukul 8 hingga sampai masuk waktu Zuhur)
Di antara Doa yg buleh dibaca usai mengerjakan Solat Sunat Dhuha:-
Maksud Bacaan Doa:
Ya Allah, Bahawasanya waktu dhuha itu waktu dhuha mu, kecantikan adalah kecantikan mu, keindahan itu keindahan mu, kekuatan itu kekuatan mu, kekuasaan itu kekuasaan mu, perlindungan itu perlindunganmu. Ya Allah jika rezeki ku masih di langit, turunkanlah dan jika ianya di dalam bumi keluarkanlah, jika sukar permudahkanlah, jika haram sucikanlah, jika masih jauh dekatkanlah berkat waktu dhuha mu dan keagungan mu, keindahanmu, kekuatanmu dan kekuasaanmu, limpahkanlah kami segala yang telah engkau limpahkan kepada hamba-hamba mu yang soleh.
Hadis berkaitan pelaksanaan Solat Sunat Dhuha:-
Sabda Rasulullah yang diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah r.a :
Bermaksud: "Sesiapa yang mengerjakan Solat Dhuha, akan diampuni dosanya oleh Allah, sekalipun dosanya itu sebnyak buih dilautan."
Diriwayatkan dari Abu Zar, bahawasanya Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Dua rakaat solat dhuha mencukupi sedekah untuk seluruh badan manusia"
N.B: Yg baik dijadikan amalan! Sharing is caring!(^_^)
A lil bit change has been done! U guys must have notice it! No need to elaborate more!...(^_^)
Lately, I've been busy with the exam preparation...I hv 5 more papers to go...the next one will be on 7,8 n 9th of May (Whooaaaaa!That's crazy innit?)...then, the fourth paper is on 14th of May n the last one will be on 29th of May...15 days gap BUT at that time, I have to complete my Phd proposal which is need to be handed in before end of May!
The actual 'deadline' for that is on 16th of May BUT i have requested to extend it as I am busy with the exam itself plus with one assignment; a lab report which should be submitted on 16th of May as well!It's all about time..time..time management!And I think, I fail to manage my precious time properly...wot a shame Nida!...huhu..=(
Anyway, my dearest friends, please pray for my success...I will try my best...put all my efforts to the end...eventually, I have to be strong to face all these challenges and hardship!
P/S:I have to keep this sentence in mind : I'll never walk alone!
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